My Thoughts and Realizations

We have made it to the month of April, spring is among us, the sun is out more, and I'm happy. The end of last year was filled with a lot of drama for me and it gave me a chance to really reflect on my life and the people that I allowed to come into my life. I don't regret allowing people to come into my life but I do regret that I ignored the signs of people not supporting me and giving me positive energy that I gave back out. The older I get the more I realize that people who have negative mentalities like to flock to people with positive energies just because they're not happy in their life, and normally they show signs by not being happy when you suceed or only being around you because they know you'll support them. This situation can happen in romantic relationships and even in friendships. I've noticed that I would always support these people, give them a shoulder to cry on, give them advice, and just listen to their problems, but they were never able to recepricate my actions back. I never thought it was a problem back then until they started to move differently when I became happier and I realized that they wanted me to be unhappy because they were unhappy. Nothing that I could've did would've made them happy because they were looking for happiness in the wrong places and always putting bad energy out around theirselves. My new way of thinking is full of positivity and love because you attract what you put out and I don't want my life to be bad (even if it doesn't always workout the way I plan) just because all I do is think about bad things and say bad things. Life doesn't work out the way that you want it to but you won't make it any better by bringing other people down around you, it won't help how you feel and it definetly won't help how you act around others. I refuse to let some negative and toxic person come around me and mess up my aura. So, make sure you protect yourself from the people that want to hurt you and put you on the same level that they are on. It's all about protecting your well being, positivity, and manifestation from this point on. I hope this helped you out as much as it helped me out and I'll see you for next weeks post.